Preparation for conscious death

WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH? AND CAN WE BECOME IMMORTAL?

"The Tibetans and Shamans alike, taught that there’s nothing to fear about death.

They saw death as a transition to a new state of being, a wild adventure that uncovers the infinite part of our being.

This part of us that exists beyond time and space can be accessed through meditation and journeying. It is our undying nature. According to the Tibetan Buddhist sages, there are many stages between living and dying.

We can walk through these stages, like steps to a complex dance, while we’re alive, so that we know exactly what to do when the time comes for our transition.

The beauty is indescribable. In the final stage, you emerge in a field of clear light, you feel the presence of every being you’ve ever known. You are everything and everything is you.

While we never truly know death until we go through it, we can venture into infinity while we are alive and return with this ancient wisdom to guide us.

Death is a journey, and like any journey, it can have harrowing moments, but if we are prepared, we have a better chance of successfully crossing the threshold."

I am currently doing an online course about the 'Elixir of Immortality' with Rob Thurman (Tibetan Buddhism Teacher and authour of 'Tibetan Book of the Dead' and Alberto Villoldo (Andean Shamanic Practicioner). I am deepening my conscious preparation for death and live fully alive in the in between. We will all dye one day and my cancer initiation in far advanced stadium is a calling into deepening the conscious death threshold.

In my twenties, I cared for my mother for over an year until she died from third sort of cancer and already read a lot about the Tibetan Book of Death. My Siberian Shamanic Education of many years taught me many practices of conscious death rituals. Now I really feel like my main Beregini Goddess Energy of the Wise Raven helps me to fluently transverse between life and death waters. I have actually got an online course where I am teaching Siberian Shamanic Journeys to the Underworld and back, also with my main ally the raven.

We are constantly in between life-death- rebirth states and my current cancer initiation provides an even more deepening embodied experience for conscious preparation for death.

8 Stages of Death that are knows as Dissolutions in Buddhism and the Tibetan Book of the Dead:

I practice this 8 stages of death that I learned from Rob Thurman every day before I am going to sleep:

Preparation

Sit comfortably and relax your body. (You might also like to do this meditation lying down—however, if you do so, be sure that you do not fall asleep!) Relax your mind by letting go of or putting aside any other thoughts – of the past or future, people, activities, etc. Decide to keep your attention focused on the meditation, and to bring it back any time it wanders away.

Motivation

Generate a positive, altruistic motivation for doing the meditation, for example: ”I am doing this meditation to make myself more familiar with the reality of death, so that I will prepare myself for death by doing as much spiritual practice as possible during my life. In that way I can be more helpful to others—I can help them overcome their fear of death, live their lives more wisely, and die more peacefully.”

Body of the meditation

The process of dying involves a progressive loss of physical, sensory, and mental functions, as nervous activity closes down from the periphery to deep within the nervous system. Imagine yourself dying a natural death, and experiencing the following eight stages as the components of your mind and body gradually absorb. Try to imagine these experiences as vividly as possible. On the first four stages of the death process, the mind is still on the gross level. The gross level of mind includes our thoughts and sense perceptions; these gradually diminish over these four stages.

1. The earth element absorbs; the mirage vision appears

The earth element is the quality of solidity in our body. As it absorbs, your body loses strength, becomes thinner and weaker, and you feel drained of energy. You might feel as if you are falling, or sinking under the earth. It becomes difficult to sit upright, or to hold anything. Your body color fades, and your cheeks become sunken. Also, your eyesight becomes unclear, and it becomes difficult to open and close the eyes. These are the outer signs of the first stage of the death process, and the inner sign is a vision of a shimmering, silver-blue mirage.

2. The water element absorbs; the vision of smoke appears.

The water element consists of all the fluids in the body, as well as the quality of cohesion—what makes everything stick together. As is absorbs, you start to feel dry in the eyes, mouth and throat. It becomes difficult to move the tongue. Feelings of pleasure and displeasure in your body diminish. Your sense of hearing weakens, and the ringing in the ears ceases. Your mind may become hazy, frustrated, nervous. You experience an inner vision of a haze with swirling wisps of smoke.

3. The fire element absorbs; the vision of sparks appears.

The fire element is the heat in our body. At this stage, your mouth and nose dry up completely. The warmth of the body begins to disappear, usually from the feet and hands to heart. You can no longer eat, drink or digest anything. Your mind alternates between clarity and confusion. You can’t remember the names of people, even family and friends; you may not even recognize them. Your sense of smell weakens, and your breathing becomes difficult: breathing in becomes very weak, and breathing out becomes stronger and longer. You experience an inner vision of shimmering red sparks dancing above an open fire, like fireflies.

4. The air element absorbs; the vision of a dying flame appears.

At this stage, you can no longer move your limbs; your body becomes immobile. Your mind becomes bewildered, unaware of the outside world. Everything becomes a blur. Your last feeling of contact with the environment is slipping away. Your sense of taste and sense of touch dissolve. You may have visions—frightening ones, if you’ve done lots of negative things in your life, or beautiful, joyful ones if you’ve done lots of good things… Your breathing becomes more and more difficult, then it stops altogether. The last thoughts now cease, and you have an inner vision of a dim red-blue light, or of the last flickering of a candle-flame which is about to go out. Gross consciousness has now ceased, and over the next four stages of the death process, the mind becomes more and more subtle.

5. White vision.

Here, you have a vision of a very clear, empty sky, like the sky in autumn, full of the brightness of the full moon.

6. Red vision.

This is an inner vision like a clear, empty sky filled with the rays of a copperred sunset.

7. Black vision.

This is a vision of total darkness, like dark and empty space. It ends in a momentary complete loss of consciousness.

8. Clear-light vision The mind is now at its most subtle level, that of the clear light of death. The appearance is like that of the autumn sky at dawn, completely pure and empty, and filled with clear, colorless light.

Keep your mind focused on this experience for as long as you can without letting the mind be distracted by anything else. If it does become distracted, bring it back to the clear-light experience. Remember that this is the most pure, subtle level of your mind…..

When the clear light of death ceases, the consciousness passes back through the stages of dissolution in reverse order: the black vision, then the red vision, and so forth. As soon as this process begins, the person is in the intermediate (Tib: bardo) state, with a subtle body that can travel instantly to any place it thinks of, pass through walls, etc. , as it searches for its next rebirth.

The form of the bardo body is that of the next rebirth A lifetime in the intermediate state can last from a moment to seven days, depending on whether or not a suitable birthplace is found. If one is not found within seven days, the being undergoes a “small death,” briefly experiencing the eight stages of death, and then again experiences the eight stages in reverse order as he/she takes another intermediate state rebirth. This can happen for a total of seven rebirths, or forty-nine days, in the intermediate state, during which time a place of rebirth is found.

Dedication

Dedicate the merit of the meditation that you will be able to develop the wisdom, compassion and other qualities and realizations that will enable your to free yourself from the cycle of death and rebirth, so that you can help all other beings to likewise become free and be able to experience true, lasting peace and happiness….

More information can be found in the following books:

Death, Intermediate State and Rebirth, by Lati Rinpoche and Jeffrey Hopkins. Snow Lion

The Tibetan Book of the Dead, translated by Robert A.F. Thurman. Harper Collins

The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. Sogyal Rinpoche. Harper Collins.

Interviewed by MyticMag

Encounters with Indigenous Ancestors - Erika Maizi

Erika Maizi is an individual with a profound journey of self-discovery and reconnection to her roots. Her quest to uncover her true essence began early in life, driven by a desire to look beyond the surface and masks that people wear. Erika’s family’s immigration from Kazakhstan to Germany at a young age left her feeling isolated and disconnected, yearning to regain her sense of belonging. A pivotal moment came beginning of 2017 when a childhood memory of her birthplace in Almaty, Kazakhstan, rekindled her connection to nature, family, and her inner essence. MysticMag has the pleasure.

Your journey involves a unique blend of embroidery, spirituality, and Siberian shamanism. Can you share how these elements have come together in your life and led you to the path of Wyrding Way?

My journey along the Wyrding Way started before 2017 when my family relocated from Kazakhstan to Germany in 1987 and I lived abroad for many years. Throughout this time, I always felt disconnected, as if I didn’t truly belong anywhere, despite my love for travel and exploration. There was a persistent feeling of a missing piece in my life, especially regarding my ancestral heritage.

In 2017, a pivotal moment occurred when I facilitated an online conference about natural learning and living. During this event, I had the opportunity to interview several women from my ancestral lineage, from Siberia and Kazakhstan. The trigger for this transformative journey was my decision to read the renowned book “Entering the Circle” by Olga Kharitidi, which delved deep into Siberian shamanism and introduced me to the concept of the Great Mother Umai in Siberian Shamanism.

As the voices in my mind grew louder and more insistent, I felt an undeniable call to embark on an extraordinary journey via the Trans-Siberian Railway in the same year, 2017. The purpose of this journey was clear – to connect with my roots and meet the women from my ancestral line in person. For me, the art of embroidery, particularly the traditional “Rushnik” in Russian, was the initial link that beckoned me.

Rushnyk, a tradition where young girls begin weaving their life tree from the age of 6-7, became a powerful symbol for me. It served as a tangible connection to my roots and heritage, offering a sense of reconnection and purpose. This experience prompted me to undertake extensive journeys, during which I documented my experiences and the development of my unique shamanic dress, complete with personalized symbols. My journey was a conscious weaving of my unique life threads, a departure from the feeling of being pulled in various directions without a sense of belonging that had characterized my life for so long.

Meeting my indigenous ancestors, connecting with the land, and engaging in the sacred art of embroidery ultimately brought me back to my ancestral roots. The culmination of this profound journey is detailed in my book, “The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny.”

Your book, “The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny,” discusses the concept of Beregini Goddess Power and Soul Runes. Can you explain how these ancient Slavic symbols and runes can guide individuals in discovering their unique life paths?

In Russian, “Beregini” refers to protective goddesses or guardian spirits. In Slavic tradition, there are 27 archetypal Bereginis associated with the Great Mother, Mokosh, who is believed to have woven the whole universe. By getting to know our unique Bereginis  which are determined by our birth details and are often referred to as a “Rod Horoscope” or “Soul Tree Horoscope,” we can connect with specific archetypal powers or goddess attributes. These powers are woven into our lives, and they are highly empowering.

Discovering and embracing our main Beregini can be a profound experience. For instance, my primary goddess archetype is the wise Raven, which is why I have it embroidered on my dress. This archetype embodies a significant source of power and guidance in my life.

By using our birth details, we can calculate the archetypal powers or goddesses that are associated with us throughout our life journey, helping us fulfill our unique soul purpose. These archetypes are often represented through specific symbols, and this connection is deeply woven into the sacred clothing, like the “Rushnick,” of women who maintain a strong connection to their soul’s purpose and their ancestral roots.

You’ve mentioned experiencing an initiation involving the three destiny Norns—Urd, Verdanti, and Skuld. Could you elaborate on how this experience has influenced your work and your understanding of destiny?

The Bereginis and I share a deep appreciation for the archetypes and traditions rooted in Slavic culture. However, my family background also includes Germanic roots from my father’s side. My spiritual journey, which involves weaving my fragmented abcestral parts into wholeness, led me to explore the Germanic tradition of the runes. I embarked on a journey of learning and teaching about these sacred symbols, which are considered to be a reflection of the universe in Nordic mythology. These runes, often associated with the three giantesses known as the Norns Urd, Verdanti and Skuld in the Germanic tradition, represent aspects of the past, present, and future. It is said that our birth may be entwined with specific runic vibrations, connecting us to the grand tapestry of life.

As I delved deeper into the study of runes, these three giantesses began to reveal themselves to me. In the shamanic path, connecting with spirits is an essential aspect, and I learned to listen to and understand what these entities conveyed by their presence in my life. This significant interaction with the three Norns is why they grace the cover of my book, “The Wyrding Way.”

The concept of “wyrd” from the old Germanic tradition is related to fate and destiny and the interconnectedness of life. It is often referred to as the “web of life/Wyrd” and represents the interweaving of destiny threads in the whole universe. The more I connected with these three giantesses, it felt like a profound revelation, akin to a transmission. I have been teaching others how to perceive their unique threads of destiny through the runes and how we are intricately woven into the broader web of existence, known as “wyrd.” This is precisely why I named my book “The Wyrding Way,” as it signifies the conscious path of weaving our own destiny.

You have embarked on a healing journey with a cancer diagnosis and a subsequent exploration of shamanism. How have these challenges and experiences shaped your spiritual practice and approach to life?

Certainly, it’s not a personal question at all, as our life path often includes significant challenges and transformations. I’ve faced my second cancer relapse, with the first one occurring just before Christmas in 2020. Interestingly, during the parallel process of my initial diagnosis, I was learning from a Siberian Shaman, with whom I later visited the sacred mountain Belukha in Siberia. My Siberian teacher introduced me to various Shamanic practices and I also learned from the Shambhala Warrior Path an ancient Buddhist technique called Chöd/ “feeding your demons.”

This practice, alongside the Siberian shamanic path, taught me how to confront my “demons,” or in the original Socratic sense, aspects of my higher self that continually urge me forward (daimon/diamond). It made me realize that no experience is objective, and every aspect of our journey is a part of our soul path. Consequently, I began to see my experience with cancer as a teacher, showing me how to confront it.

Throughout my journey, I’ve engaged in these practices to release what no longer serves me and to uncover the wisdom hidden within my “demons”.Hence, I wrote my second book based on my healing journey with breastcancer: “The even more Wyrding Way: The Artchemy of turning demons into dismonds”.

In the case of my tumor, I started to perceive it as the suppressed feminine power that had twisted itself into something destructive. This resonated with themes like the ‘Obscurus’ from movies like Harry Potter and Fantastic Beasts, where suppressing magicsl power led to destructive forces. This suppression ran deep in my feminine ancestral line, even affecting my mother, who also passed away from cancer.

The emergence of my metastases was furthermore a reflection of my ancestral line’s unresolved issues and a symbol of the destructive masculine energy that had never been properly integrated into the grand tapestry of life. It became evident when, during my first cancer initiation, there was a war-like tension in my city, possibly related to Kazakhstan’s historical supression within the Soviet Union.

My second cancer initiation, then, represents a deeper process of letting go of what no longer belongs to me. It also involves confronting the prospect of death and exploring whether my soul’s progression in this body is ongoing or if it’s merely a transition to another form. It’s a challenging journey, involving the release of identities and attachments.

Through these experiences, I’ve learned not to view myself as a victim but to actively engage with my destiny threads, recognizing that each experience is an integral part of my soul’s journey here on Earth.

Your vision includes the idea of a multicultural tapestry weaving together various cultural threads into a New Earth Tapestry. Can you share more about this vision and how individuals can contribute to this emerging tapestry of unity and love?

When we began our conversation, I shared how I had felt disconnected for most of my life until 2017, when I made conscious choices to embark on a transformative journey. This journey involved holding the threads of my existence and weaving myself back into a sense of wholeness. It dawned on me that this disconnection from Mother Nature, from our own souls, and from our destiny threads is something many of us experience. We might not have access to this conscious weaving of our life’s purpose.

My personal experience with this conscious weaving has been incredibly fulfilling. I believe that if every individual could uncover and understand their own destiny threads, we would be better equipped to face life’s challenges in a conscious and empowered way. We could all become conscious destiny weavers and co-creators of a new world, rather than perpetuating the old systems that no longer serve us.

In the words of Einstein,“You cannot solve a problem with the same mind that created it.” To truly create something new and better, we need to be aware of our unique destinies and actively participate in weaving the tapestry of a new Earth. It’s an empowering journey, and I believe that if more people embark on it, we can collectively create a more conscious and harmonious world.

If you would like to find out more about Erika Maizi, visit https://erikaamaizing.me/

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Healing Vision Board

I created my Healing Vision Board a few days ago and hung it up next to my bed, so that I see what is important to me each day first thing in the morning.

Some important points for me are:

~ Surrendering and praying to Jesus and Source and lay my healing into their hands and living from my heart

~ Saying Yesss to all my life's experiences and fully trust in a higher loving Source beyond my limited thinking

~ believing in wonders and trusting my intuition

~ less is more and trusting in my primordial womb wisdom

~ writing and creative flow

~ the more I loose control and let go of old baggage, the more space is there for new possibilities

~ living from silence and spaciousness from within

"Silence is like a cradle holding our endeavors and our will; a silent spaciousness sustains us in our work and at the same time connects us to larger worlds that, in the busyness of our daily struggle to achieve, we have not yet investigated". ~ David Whyte

What if you committed to connecting to the silence between your actions? What if you explored how silence cradles us all in a larger world? What if spaciousness became your default setting, rather than busyness? Today let silence sustain your work. Commit to seeking spacious ease and effortless flow. Go with the flow of the river that will bring you to the vast ocean of wisdom. (Some wisdom from HeatherAsh Amara)

Inspiration for making your own vision board:

A vision board is a pictorial representation of what you want to manifest in your life. If you have time to create one of these, it is not only a fun process and different to working with words, but the visual creation can help supercharge your intentions. This collage of images and words from magazines, for example, or your own drawings and art can serve as a powerful reminder of what you want to bring into your life. Be sure to place it somewhere that you can see it most days.

"Intentions are a direction for your soul as to where you need to lean next."

Intentions can both focus your dreams and also reveal to you, through the writing process, what you really want and why. Allow yourself the inner space to be free about where these intentions will take you, even as you decide to create them.

Exercise:

Take a moment to write out all your intentions for yourself for what you want to attract into your life.. Try and do your best to stay in a positive mindset and be open to explore feelings and states of being trying to manifest as much as form.

Here are some questions to help you with this process. Feel free to journal about those before creating your vision board.

● What have you felt yourself recently being nudged towards? Desires, places, people, things?

● Is there something that has been revealed to you by your higher self that feels like a true direction?

● What essential experiences and hopes are you trying to bring yourself?

● What is the underlying desire beneath each intention? Example, do you want more money so it can free you from a certain aspect of life?

● Are there any intentions that you feel any judgment around and if so, what can you do to release some of those self-judgments? Example, do you notice you judge yourself for wanting more or different to those around you? Can you notice the judgment, affirm you are ‘allowed’ to desire this intention and you are willing to ‘release’ any energy, emotion, pattern or element of a relationship that is holding you back?

Enjoy the process of your vision board creation and I would love to see some examples in the comments sections below.

Discover and Fulfill your Soul Purpose with the Bereginis (Slavic Goddesses) and your unique Soul Tree Horoscope

Bereginis (Берегини) @Painting is by Aleksandr Uglanov "Bereginjas"

The worship of the Bereginiss still has its roots among the Proto-Slavs. It was believed that the omnipresent and powerful ancient Slavic Bereginjas lived in other Goddesses and earthly women.

The word "Bereginja" itself comes from "protect" (оберег) and "shore" (берег). Our ancestors believed that the river was the gateway to the other world at the border of the Middle World (here and now) and the Lower World (ancestors, subconscious). In this context, the bank symbolises reliable support, a fortress of the visible world and protection from dark entities.

Bereginjas are also seen as a collective image. These are good spirits whose main purpose is to help people. They give power to Zhiva, Lada and Lelja, as the female principle has many manifestations. It is certain that they were worshipped long before Rod.

In ancient times the Bereginjas were called "three times nine sisters" (тридевять сестриц), each of them has its own name and purpose, they represent the 27 origin energies of the universe. Bereginas give women special strength to protect and heal their home, family and tribe.

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Translated from German into English by me.

Get in touch if you like to find out more about the 27 Bereginis and your main Beregini or a Soul Tree Horoscope (7 main Bereginis that weave through and with you through life and support you to fulfill your Soul Purpose here on Earth).

my OFFERINGS: with the Bereginis:

~ I write in my book “The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny” about how working and weaving with the Bereginis and the 27 archetypes brought me back home with my ancestral lineage through sacred embroidery.

~ You can download a free E-Book about the 27 Bereginis or archetypes here: https://bit.ly/3dH0LaU

~Your main Beregini Goddess Power Invocation and unique 21 Days Goddess Journal to dive deeper with her

~ Your individual Soul Tree Horoscope

Prayer Practice

Here is a 5 Step Prayer Practice that I learned from Daily Om’s Online Course of ‘21 Days of Prayer’. I found those five steps most useful and practice those every day first thing in the morning and before I go to sleep.

1) HELP ( Hello Evolving Loving Presence): Being Held by Great Love/ God/ Goddess/ Source

2) Letting Go

3) Forgiveness

4) Opening

5) Gratitude

Being Held

First thing in the morning when I am lying on my side like a baby, I say out aloud HELP a few times that is short for ‘Hello Evolving loving Presence’.

By contemplating being held, we are opening to LOVE (God, Universe, Source). We are practicing receptivity.

Here is a simple prayer you may recite aloud or contemplate silently:

Allowing my Life to be held by a Love that is greater than my own thinking, I open to this LOVE now.

Letting go

Continuation from being held by love exercise is LETTING GO:

"A person at peace is a world at peace. As you begin to accept a deep peace within, you are shining your light in the world ever more fully.

Embracing the perspective that you are “held by a Love greater than your thinking” is a game changer. This shift alone places you in the path of miracles — including miracles you might have never before seen.

Our lesson for this session is LETTING GO. When we’re held by a love greater than our own thinking, it only makes sense to begin to relax and let go into this love.

Letting go sounds so simple, doesn’t it? Just let go ... and yet we find ourselves holding on to familiar ways of being and suffering that no longer truly serve us. Holding on can be a habitual and unconscious way of trying to maintain control.

Letting go enables us to touch the essential stillness of our soul — out of which something new can emerge."

I know the feeling of holding on to my health, wealth, security, fitness, relationships etc...However, my current terminal cancer relapse experience teaches me to let go of everything and to become a no body, an empty shell, a hole of the needle where I become a vessel (Lamb of God) for the Creator and his will.I trust and surrender and let in divine grace in every cell of my body. After 45 years on this earth, I got to love my body, fragmented parts, emotions, myself so much....And still I feel I can only surrender and let love and God do its thing now. While I continue to enjoy the moment and the breath in which God breathes me each moment.

Forgiveness

“Forgiveness is not an occasional act; it is a constant attitude.” — Martin Luther King, Jr.

Since we all make mistakes of one sort or another every day, the attitude of forgiveness serves us well and is a cornerstone of any effective prayer practice. The question becomes: Are you FOR giving love or AGAINST giving love?

Buddhist Prayer of Forgiveness:

Prayers that have been prayed for thousands of years have special power. Pray this prayer from your heart and it will open you to the miraculous power of forgiveness.

"If I have harmed anyone in any way,

either knowingly or unknowingly

through my own confusions,

I ask their forgiveness.

If anyone has harmed me in any way,

either knowingly or unknowingly

through their own confusions,

I forgive them.

And if there is a situation

I am not yet ready to forgive,

I forgive myself for that.

For all the ways that I harm myself,

negate, doubt, belittle myself,

judge or be unkind to myself,

through my own confusions,

I forgive myself. Amen."

Opening

After we practiced being held by a love greater than our own thinking, letting go of all blockages to let in this great love and forgiveness, we now come to OPENING:

Let us open our hearts and minds to a space beyond what our limited perceptions and experiences have led us to believe is possible.

Now it is time to venture deeper into the mystical inner workings of prayer ... and OPEN.

Poet Emily Dickinson suggests we “dwell in possibility.” Prayer offers us a way to do just that. When we pray, we are available to the miracles that unfold by opening to the Infinite, within and around us.

We can define the word OPEN by using an acronym:

O for Oneness – the fact or state of being unified and whole

P for Possibility – able to be done

E for Eternal – infinite, boundless, timeless

N for Newness – not existing before; discovered now, for the first time

I AM open for the possibilty of miraclous healing.Now.Amen

Gratitude

After practicing being held, letting go, forgiveness and opening, we continue with gratitude. While we often and easily say “thank you,” do we truly experience heartfelt gratitude?

Here is a general prayer of gratitude:

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, Amen.

I can also recommend the Ho'oponopono Prayer for releasing of any blockages or difficult feelings, forgiveness and gratitude.

In Daily Om's 21 Days of Prayer it is written as follows:

'Ho’oponopono is an ancient Hawaiian prayer practice that clears energy. Like all prayer methods it is profoundly simple, yet at the same time, it holds very deep wisdom.

Ho’oponopono clears the energy of the past so that we can experience the wholeness of now and the love that is everywhere, all the time. This practice encourages us to take 100 percent responsibility for our perception of suffering and helps clear negative emotions, especially anger, blame, and grief.

The four simple lines of this ancient prayer are:

I am sorry.

Please forgive me.

Thank you.

I love you.

️ “I’m sorry.” When we say “I’m sorry,” we are sorry for not recognizing the LOVE that is everywhere. We are saying we’re sorry for participating in the perception of suffering. We are sorry for only noticing the clouds; not noticing the radiance of the sun and forgetting that all is well.

“Please forgive me” allows the power of forgiveness to clear the energy of the disturbance.

“Thank you” acknowledges the instantaneous forgiveness of the universe.

️ “I love you.” This statement aligns you with the LOVE that you are and the LOVE that is everywhere.

To practice, think of an area where you would like to have the energy cleared. Anytime you are feeling worried or disturbed about anything, or anytime you are concerned about something for someone else, you can practice ho’oponopono."

Bindrune Healing Talisman for Cancer

I created my healing talisman with bindrune that reads 'Krebs'/Cancer in German. I filled it with my medicine plant mistletoe, ivy, rosequarz and anointed it with my self-made wild rose tincture to stay open hearted for healing, love and miracles. The necklace is made out of the three colors white, red and black of the Great Mother who carries me and supports me in yet another initiation.

Here is some information about bindrunes:

Basically, a bindrune, often called a sigil is a 'rune' composed of two or more runes.

The advantages of bindrunes are, on the one hand, practical: a wish in runic script takes up more space than compressing the wish into a single character. On an amulet it takes up much less space than the individual runes from which the bindrune is composed, and an outsider is less likely to guess quickly what it is about. On the other hand, an important moment is that a bindrune has a longer and more powerful effect than the individual runes.

I used the letter bindrune method and there is also the meaning method.

● Letter method

The letter method involves writing down a word or a short sentence in runic script and then combining these runes in a design. In doing so, one should decide whether the draft should still be 'readable back' later, i.e. that the individual runes should still be recognisable, or whether the current combination is too important for such a restriction.

So, in the case of a bindrune used for recovery from an illness, one could take the name of the ailment as the text and write it in runic script. These runes are then written on top of each other and then simplified and stylised into a sign. During the making of this rune, one concentrates maximally on the fact that the sign removes the illness.I have written 'Krebs/Cancer' in Runic script and will wear the talisman close to my heart/breasts, because this is where my tumor is.It feels like an embrace of cancer, the tumor and metastases with unconditional love.

Another, more shamanic technique is to focus concentration and visualisation on the bindrune absorbing the disease from the body during the making.

● Meaning Method

The meaning method is another technique for making a binderune; for this, one selects the individual runes according to their content definition for a specific purpose and makes a bindrune from them. For an ailment, for example, one chooses the runes that affect the corresponding area of the body. These are then transformed back into a bindrune in the manner described and then applied.

Some general remarks on bindrunes:

Before practically beginning to make a bindrune, three important considerations should be made:

1. when should the 'unbinding' take place? If 'one does not build in the possibility of this, there is a danger that the rune will not be able to be unbound later, and thus the effect cannot be stopped or terminated. So consider how long the binding rune should work forever or only for a certain time. As a precaution, one should usually limit the effect of a Bindrun' in time by concentrating on it when making it and imagining that the effect should wear off after x days. Then the rune is burnt to ashes or, if the carrier material is not combustible, broken and crushed and scattered.

2. is there already a bindrune that has something to do with the purpose of the planned one? So you have to consider whether you have already made another binderune that could affect the purpose of the new bindrune, or even change the purpose completely. If this is the case, one must either take into account the effect of the previous bindrune or 'unbind' it first before starting the new one.

3. The form of a bindrune corresponds to its purpose. A balanced design represents stability; a bindrune that radiates artistic balance as a sign also implies greater stability. But if the bindrune is to bring 'activity', then an open, dynamic sign is better. The sign must express its purpose graphically.

Excerpt from the book: Germanic Magic ( translated from German into English by me)

What is your experience with bindrunes/talismans?Let me know in the comments.

Second cancer initiation

My revelations so far

Last Monday on 24th of July 2023, I received the diagnosis of breast cancer relapse. Many tests followed to check if it has spread into the brain, bones, liver, lymphs, via blood.

Next week on Wednesday, the 2. August at 11am, I will receive the results and suggestions for treatments. 

During the treatments briefly after the diagnosis Jesus Christ and Angels appeared and ony after one week so many revelations occured that I started to write about on my private Facebook page and on instagram.

Here are some snippets. My life has comepletely changed once again, and so will this Soulletter to communicate with you on my thread. At the moment, I don't feel like posting weekly Beregini and Runes Readings but am making space for this new initiation and what it may bring.

Monday, 24/7/2023: Today I got biopsy results of cancer recurrence. I already had blood test and MRI of the skeleton.Tomorrow it continues with CTs of the abdomen and brain and on Wednesday thorax. Now I hope that it has not spread. I feel completely at peace no matter what. I have felt such a strong presence of angels and Jesus and see this as an invitation to connect more closely with these energies.And straight away the Daily Om Course with the Angels came to me. And I will read the gospels to get to know Jesus better. Thank you for your positive energies and prayers and please no tips etc.I will approach you myself if I need anything.
 

Tuesday, 25/7/2023: Another day with lots of tests in the stomach and brain for metastases is over. I saw another angel in human form today.A staff member who wished me bon appétit with the brightest eyes and most beautiful smile.It warms my heart to think of it.
Furthermore, I started to read the Gospels today and feel particularly drawn to John the Baptiste.I am the only one who was baptised after we moved from Kazakhstan to Germany.But I never followed the Christian path. I feel I am being baptised as an adult with my conscious grown up choice to let in Jesus and Spirit into my life now with the second cancer diagnosis.It helps me to fully surrender, no matter where this new cancer initiation is taking me. I feel the first cancer journey was a deep reconnection with the Great Mother and my body and now it is the Father Spirit and his son opening their arms towards me.It is like the path of trinity and transcendence weaving through me of body,Soul and Spirit all united. I am deeply humbled and feel so loved.

Wednesday, 27/7/2023: My son turned 14 today!!! Another seven years rite of passage begins. I am glad he is currently in Morocco and celebrating with his big dad's family while I am undergoing tests for metastases spreading or not. In that way he can enjoy himself and not being so worried with such young years. While I have already embraced death fully through my first breast cancer diagnosis, seeing loved ones so worried and esp. my own and only son is almost unbearable.He is my biggest gift and reason to live and I will not give up hope as long as I can.

Thursday, 27/7/2023: After last three days full of tests whether cancer relapse has metastasized, I enjoyed going back to work. I love my job of organising cultural events for disabled people. A nice puposeful change of scenary to hospital while waiting for results and treatment suggestions next Wednesday.
Since Jesus' presence has shown up so strongly since last Monday, I keep communicating and connecting with him. Today I received a gift of wisdom about the 'Lamb of God'. Jesus is called like that by John the Baptiste as a living sacrifice for our sins.I don't resonate with the concept of 'sin' albeit nobody in human form is perfect and we are all flawed. However, when I connected with Jesus and asked him about sins and diseases like my second cancer diagnosis and why he offered me the sign of the lamb, he answered it is all about true surrender and sacrifice of all proclaimed expectations and identity constructs.
You see, I am a double aries starsign and a Nr. 33/6 in numerology.That is all about being a visionary and a go getter,full of passion and fighty spirit.While I very well associate with those traits,my first cancer initiation aleady taught me to let go of all perceptions and expectations and to become a no body,an aries (lamb) beyond any identity constructs. But I still saw this dis-ease as an initiation to the underworld and back of turning demons into diamonds.I was able to speak to my demons of tumor and metastases.It was still a lot in the doing mode and focusing on writing a book about it. Still founded on some sort of an identity of a wounded healer.
This time it is different, I don't feel like transmuting anything,it is like being this Lamb of God, simply surrendering and saying: "Take me God and use me for your highest good!" And it feels peaceful and liberating and full of trust. A very new experience of completely letting go and be filled by grace.
And almost instantly, I listened to Richard Rudd's teachings about the Corpus Christi and the Rainbow Body and Dirk Schneider 's book 'Jesus Christ Quantumphysist'.I am listening and following the 'signs' that speak to me. Every life experience is such a good teacher and it really isn't about any results but the journey. My high achiever doer Aries Lamb type is truly dying bit by bit here....

Saturday, 29/7/2023: I have started to paint one of my Guardian Angels Michael and reading about the Seven Seals and Corpus Christi by Richard Rudd. In the book Archangel Michael is also connected to Shambhala and Kalachakra that I was initiated into on my first cancer healing journey. So many wonderful new revelations and it goes wider and deeper on this second cancer quest.

Tiefberührendes Interview und Feedback nach dem "Light and Shadow of the Deep Feminine Kongress"

Katharina Mann hat den wundervollen Online Kongress “Light and Shadow of the Deep Feminine” zwischen dem 6. bis 10. März 2023 veranstaltet. Ich hatte die Ehre als Speakerin dabei zu sein und habe über meine “Brustkrebstheilreise: wie ich meine Dämonen in Diamanten verwandelt habe” gesprochen.

Hast Du Dich schon einmal gefragt …

• Wie finde ich den Zugang zu meiner Kraft und Magie?

• Wie kann ich Trauma und Verletzung transformieren und mein Herz öffnen?

• Warum bin ich jetzt hier?

• Wie kann ich das lebendige Gefühl, nach dem ich mich sehne, jetzt manifestieren?

• Welche Rolle spielt meine Weiblichkeit für meinen Zugang zu meiner Urkraft und Intuition?

• Wo finde ich Angebote für meine ganz persönliche weibliche Entwicklungsreise?

Meine Freundin und Kollegin Katharina Mann hat diesen Kongress mit viel Hingabe und Herz realisiert. Bei der Deep Feminine Online-Konferenz sprechen Frauen aus ganz unterschiedlichen Richtungen über ihren persönlichen Zugang und Weg zur Quelle der tiefen Weiblichen Energie.

Hier treffen sich Sprecherinnen, die tiefe Weiblichkeit leben und erforschen. Aus dieser verkörperten Perspektive wird es möglich, voller Integrität über ein Thema zu sprechen, das viel magischer und vielschichtiger ist, als es uns im dualen Pol der Weiblichkeit erst einmal erscheinen mag.

Wir sprechen über tiefes alchemistisches Wissen, das uns in der kommenden Zeit helfen wird, unsere natürlichen Fähigkeiten als Orakel, Magierinnen und sensible Kanäle für die Botschaften unserer Umwelt wahrzunehmen und weiter auszubauen. Und wir erforschen, was wir persönlich tun können, um jetzt voller Mut unserer inneren Führung vertrauen zu können.

Wir leben in einer Zeit des Umbruchs. Das gibt uns die Chance, jetzt für Freude, Leidenschaft, Fülle, Mut und Leichtigkeit zu stehen.

Verbinde Dich mit uns und tritt in Deine Rolle als Leuchtfeuer für einen positiven Wandel voller weiblicher Kraft und Weichheit!

Schaue dir mein Interview hier an:

Du kannst einen Ausschnitt meines Buches “The even more Wyrding way: the artchemy of turning demons into diamonds” basierend auf meine Brustkrebsheilreise (auf Englisch) hier lesen.

Ich war tiefberührt über dieses Feedback und die Kunst die nach diesem Interview entstanden ist:

“Gerade schaute ich mir das Video mit Erika Maizi an und hatte den Impuls ihr und dir einige Bilder zu schicken, welche ich das Glück hatte zu empfangen. 

Durch welchen Weg auch immer wir gehen, wir scheinen die gleichen Ratgeber zu haben. 

Ich sah bei einer Reise zu Mutter Erde in ihren Schoß /Höhle sowohl sie am Feuer, als auch ihren Begleiter, den diamantenen Drachen. 

Sie überbrachten mir ein Geschenk, auch in mir durfte der Diamant Platz nehmen und so entstanden die letzten drei Bilder (das letzte digital), welche ich gerne mit euch teilen wollte, denn ich fühlte mich so angesprochen durch euer Gespräch. Danke für eure Mühen, danke für den Kongress, danke für die Impulse.” (Anonym)

Ancestral Healing of Kazakhstan individually and collectively

My roots of origin are burning.

Everything is shaking and crumbling.

So much anger, frustration, resentment against old structures.

Poor people cut from basic needs due to rising gas prices.

Anger, disillusionment, riots without an end.

Why not stepping on the mountaintop and seeing a new horizon?

Everything must die that no longer serves the greatest good!

After death, the new can be reborn.

Almaty's totem of the apple is rotten.

It is falling and returning to Mother Earth's Womb Tomb,

so that new seeds can be planted.

Can you feel that we are now being planted for something new to be reborn?

Trust, surrender, embrace chaos and death.

This is not the end, it is the beginning.

Like I have died and am resurrecting after my breast cancer journey,

so will my roots in Kazakhstan after those main transitions.

Like wild flowers on the mountaintop,

new life will flourish and bloom when the time is right.

It is all about weaving love of all in betwixt and in between places- that is the Wyrding Way (Wyrding means weaving in Norse).

I am planning an international Crowdfundingcampaign of a traveling multicultural tapestry of a New Earth with weaving as a tool of creative love in action. Here is a video of my vision of Wyrding Medicine:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouxbDCLo0YM

Who hears the call to join this Wyrding movement?

Brave to be Wyrd and unfold your own myth and start to weave with me and the divine will provide the thread - that is the Wyrding Way" 😃❤️

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Wyrding Way Wisdom Deep Dives

-My website: https://erikaamaizing.me

- My book: https://erikaamaizing.me/my-book-thew...

- Different Wyrding Way Courses:

https://wyrding-way.teachable.com/cou...

- Free resources: https://erikaamaizing.me/resources

-Youtubechannel: https://bit.ly/37UvHDq

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Co-Creative Flower Power Inner Wear Story and Stitching Circles

Sacred embroidery came into my life in 2017 after I attended a workshop with a Russian embroidery artist on the island of Rügen in order to learn how to embroider my destiny towel called “Rushnyk”. For over 30 years I felt disconnected from my roots in Almaty, Kazakhstan after my family moved to Germany. So exactly after 30 years I heard the call to reconnect with my ancestors and the call came through embroidery arts. I literally picked up my destiny thread and started to embroider my destiny towel “Rushnyk” on purpose with my unique destiny symbols.

Since then, I have completed my destiny cloth, another 13 Worlds Rushnyk and am continuing to embroider my Shamanic Dress with new symbols that currently weave through me. It is an ongoing journey just like my life unfolding and expressing through different symbols.

A very profound experience for me that changed my life over night was the diagnosis of metastasised breast cancer in late stadium last December 2020. Since then, I am focusing on embroidering of my Healing Rushnyk and have furthermore just finished embroidering the Goddess of Full Aliveness on my Shamanic Dress. My Goddess Of Full Aliveness receives nourishment from Mother Earth, weaves all her chakras in balance that gives her wings and has a sun crown from Father Sky. Through weaving herself into wholeness she stands tall and beautiful like a World Tree with a diamond in her heart after she turned her demons from breast cancer into diamonds.

I have developed the metaphor of turning demons into diamonds while journeying with breast cancer - that is the even more Wyrding Way unfolding. I write my second book about my healing journey in form of a diary. My first book “The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny” is an account about how my sacred embroidery and specifically weaving my ancestral threads of Russian and Kazakh sacred symbols has been so paramount on my journey of uprootedness to belonging. You can get a taste of it by downloading my first chapter of the book HERE or by pressing on the image.

So currently, I am practicing stitching specifically for healing. My most recent embroidery piece is a fountain, Rune Ehwaz and a diamond on my undergarment on the right hand side around my breast where my tumor and metastases are. While I am embroidering, I am sending my intention of healing into the symbol. The Fountain is particularly alive within me now.It is important for me to use the holy water of the earth as a healing fountain to direct transformational chemotherapy and hot flashes fires through peri-menopause wherever I want and need them. As a double firey aries woman, the fire used to burn me often, now I am learning to direct it specifically as a sacred life energy force into all chakras. That gives me wings. And my Soul Rune Ehwaz that looks like an “M” is my portal between lower and upper chakras. Everything flows nicely in the DNA / infinity eight. I continue to breathe and embrace and forgive all my unfragmented parts...A thousand times...and as long as necessary.

The garment becomes my second skin of wholeness. Recently my Womb centered Healing Mentor Sama Morningstar and I already offered a couple of Moon Underwear / Moonbelt Stitching Circles. The following symbol emerged for me:

I let the sunshine in in form of embroidering her on my sacred underwear. It is an initiation of the sun that shines light on the lotus flower. The rune Ingwaz appeared during our last stitching circle with Sama Morningstar and also lightning and Sun power of the Rune Sowelo was present, hence I have woven them into my magical underwear as well. Now it looks like a sunflower. The Lotus is rooted in dark soil, because no mud, no lotus. My moon underwear is now sacredly connected with Source and how it uniquely weaves through me. And with my intentional symbolism, I feel like I am in the process of reweaving my lost parts into wholeness and flow.

Since I am currently journeying with breast cancer, I do not have regular moon time but instead experience peri-memopause symptoms.I am consciously concentrating on sending the flowering lotus energy up to more subtle realms like the sun. Shamanic Journeying and also #SoulbasedCoaching Skills help me with that.

Sama and I have been offering co-creative stitching circles for a few years in the Womb centered Healing Temple now. Since it is spring now and everything is blooming, we plan to offer

3 Flower Power Inner Wear Story and Stitching Circles. The first one takes place on Friday, the 18th of June between 7 to 8.30pm CST.

I will tell a story about how each one of us is a unique flower, Sama will offer an Oracle Card Reading from her own deck and we will connect with our unique blossoming symbol and start stitching those into our inner wear.

Please come and join us on one or all three of the upcoming Flower Power Inner Wear Story and Stitching Circles.

About this event

In this workshop we will gather to stitch visionary symbols into our inner wear (panties, bras, etc.) to celebrate our sacred menstrual cycles and the rhythms of our inner wisdom. We will be guided by Erika Maizi, a sacred stitching artist trained by Siberian, Ukrainian and Kazakh Embroidery practitioners and currently in a one year training with a Siberian Shaman that she is connected with through her ancestral heritage.

Participants are invited to bring a fabric belt and/or a pair of underwear, pencil, paper, needle, and embroidery thread to the online zoom calls. We will discuss menstrual celebration and initiation traditions, share a guided meditation to connect with sacred symbols that are meaningful for each individual participant, and receive guidance and support to stitch the symbols onto our belts/underwear.

Medicine Painting with White Deer "Belowodje"

After I observed a lump growing in my right breast for the last two months, I decided to visit my gynecologist a week ago who sent me to a radiologist for a mammography. This was my first one and so painful that I feel that it gave me some trauma itself. I nearly fainted and had to lie down for 30 mins or longer. The radiologist found out that the lumps are calcifications and she would recommend to have a biopsy done. Of course, even the thought of going to hospital left me all worried and esp. my grief and fear of having lost my mother to caner started to crop up. I have never been to a hospital in my whole life for treatment yet, but have horrible memories of my mother who suffered from three sorts of cancer and how she was treated there.

Luckily I have been learning so much about my self healing powers through the 13 Moon Bio Mystical Apprenticeship and Intentional Creativity, Soul based Coaching as well as sacred embroidery arts. After I posted about my concerns in Facebook, I receive so much helpful advice and support.My teacher of Womb Healing and Founder of the Womb centered Healing Temple ,Sama Morningstar, gave me advice how to make my own recipes for some healing brew that helps with purification and cleansing. While another Womb Sister gave great advice about teas and herbs that helped her overcome and heal breast cancer.

Only a few days later, my teacher of Intentional Creativity, Shiloh Sophia, offered a Medicine Painting Retreat “Riding the Wave” that my Soul and Womb immediately responded to. During this Healing Painting Retreat, the White Deer Belowodje appeared. Belowodje translated from Russian means “white land” and is said in legends to be around the sacred mountain Belukha that I visited in 2018 whith Shaman Ahamkara. I am currently doing a 12 months Siberian Shamanism Education with him and synchronically we are currently doing rituals with Mother Earth Umaj from Siberian / Tengriism background. Her main Spirit is the deer and I felt very connected to her and to white deer Belowodje when he appeared. Here in my painting about the four main deities of Siberian Shamanism, you can see Umai and her spirit animal the deer in the south.

Like in a Shamanic Journey, I traveled to World Tree like the one in the movie Avatar, all shiny and full of magic. In the movie this tree is called “Tree of Souls”:

When I stood next to the tree full of awe about this magnificent beauty, the White Deer appeared and telepathically asked me to follow to a sacred fountain and waters.I sensed those were holy waters from Belukha and the legendary Belowdje lands where it said that a very highly developed civilisation used to exist long time ago. In Tibetan tradition this land is also known and Shambala. I write the following in my book “The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny”:

“Ever since I read the book “Entering the Circle” by Olga Karidithi which describes Shamnism and the holy mountain “Belukha“, I heard an inner calling to go there. It is said that a very old civilisation lived there called “Belowodia or Shambhala“:. A passage in the book reads: “I had heard many legends about this place “Belovodje”, which means the land of white water. It was said to be a mystical, hidden country that had been found and entered only by a chosen few. It was believed by many to be somewhere in the Altai Mountains. Some people believe that Belovodje is another name for Shambala, a sacred country spoken of in many Indian and Tibetan myths....Did you know that even the Dalai Lama recently said that he believed Shambala to be somewhere in the Altai?” (p.77).

A picture of sacred mountain Belukha from distance that I took in 2018

This and the picture below were taken by Shaman Ahamkara

When the White Deer Belowodje brought me to the sacred waters, I immediately drunk from the fountain and bathed in the waters with my whole body and head under water.It felt like all lumps and everything that not serves me was washed away. White Deer confirmed that now all my calcifications are washed away with those holy waters and that he takes up the lumps telepathically into his antlers and sends them into Source. That is why I painted this process of a spiral above his antlers, beaming everything up and back to Source.

Furthermore he told me to eat lost of ginger and continue to drink lots of it together with fresh lemon water which I do every morning already. Ginger looks like his antlers and is best medicine for me.

Hence I painted my medicine painting depicting Belowodje who now hangs next to my bed, always close and remembering me that he is by my side. I can just call him and meet him at the same sacred place where we met at the first time, around the magical Soul World Tree.

It feels like my lumps have been truly healed and if I shall feel them coming back, then I can call on Belowodje and my own connection to Source and continue to send them like through spirals into the light. It feels easy and fun to be on a healing journey like that. I feel optimistic, hopeful and very protected. I cannot recommend Shamanic Journeying,right herbs and nutrition, the help of Spirit Guides and Intentional Creativity in form of Ritual Painting enough.

Get in touch with me if you like to paint your own Medicine Painting or practice some sacred embroidery or handcrafts with me: erika.maizi@gmail.com

Many blessings, blagadaru.

Womb Doll of Kazakh Love

I was born in the beautiful city of Almaty (formerly Alma-Ata), Kazakhstan and lived there the first nine years of my life. My roots forever remain there albeit I forgot and felt uprooted for over 30 years after my family moved to live in Germany in 1987.

30 years I felt like not belonging and not knowing what to do on this Planet called Earth.

In 2017 it all changed when I traveled exactly after 30 years back to my ancestral land and people.

A long trip with the Transsibirian Railway all through Russia, Kazakhstan and Mongolia, while researching different embroidery traditions and symbolism and stitching and planting tree seeds while traveling.I came more and more home to myself while being on travels for over 10, 000km al together, this is nearly half of the world.

A blind Shamana and also a Kazakh embroidery elder confirmed to me: "finally you came home and your roots and ancestors are rejoicing that you finally rooted yourself home in our ancestral lineage of Germany, Ukrainian, Kazakh and Siberian roots.

Oh what a joy and reconnective moment, finally feeling whole and at home. That feeling remained and deepened every time I continue to embroider or practice intentional creativity like with this doll that emerged and came to live during a masterclass within the Womb centered Healing Temple. You can still watch the recording in the Facebookgroup.

This doll is my Goddess of Kazakh Love and my heart's intention to attract my other half to return back to my roots in Almaty, Kazakhstan. She carries herbs inside that I collected from the Alataumountains, Shymbulak in Almaty, Kazakhstan when I visited my family there last year.

Last year my dad and my son came with me as well. My son was 9 just before turning 10, the same age like I was before I left my country of origin Kazakhstan to live in Germany. And my dad has returned back for the first time since he left for Germany 32 years ago. He is of German background but was brought to Siberia and was born there straight after the WWII in 1950. He lived there the first 15 years of his life before moving to Kazakhstan. So for him returning back and making peace with countries that have kept him and family like prisoners, has brought about a lot of healing on many levels. I will never forget how he stood there in his family home where he met my now deceased mother and speaking with a neighbor that he didn't see in 32 years. Special reweaving and healing of many ancestral threads.

Albeit my mother died 14 years ago, all her family still live in Almaty, Kazakshtan. I receive the message from her often that she died from cancer because she left her roots behind and was never able to experience that kind of reweaving healing work.I am wealthy in my different ancestral roots and no longer uprooted and overwhelmed. As a destiny weaver I bring together ancestral threads from my different ancestral roots and weave them into the new emergent tapestry of humanity. Like I write about my vision in my book "The Wyrding Way:the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny":

"Co-creative destiny weaving is my vision with conscious individuals holding their own unique destiny threads, bringing together ancestral threads and weaving those into an evolutionary tapestry of humanity. Because you and me came here for a purpose. To evolve humanity. Each destiny thread at a time".

Now that the ancestral threads and those from my father, mother and my son's side have been united, I hear the call of attracting by beloved who wants to lead a co-creative partnership of life and bizness together with me. A new form of wholemates who join genius without the division of life / work. I envision that we both run an online /e-commerce business and a foundation for the preservation of all embroidered arts around the world together. Someone who similarly like me has many different ancestral roots but likes to deepen those in Almaty, Kazakhstan near to my favorite mountain Shymbulak. Just like in my painting of this favorite place where my Womb Doll of Kazakh Love stands on the mountain top.

Just like we can (re)weave many threads, symbols and desires in a doll or fabric or canvas, we can co-creatively weave our destinies. This is the Wyrding Way to me like the title of my book. Wyrding meaning weaving. All my co-creative circles are based on weaving of threads, be it through doll making like a self embroidered Womb Doll Matryoshka, Beregini Goddesses Symbols, Shamanic Dress, Paintings or embroidered cloths. Those are rituals of (re)weaving past, present and future. Just like the three Norns in Norse Mythology who are therefore on the Front Cover of my book.

I offered a few co-creative stitching circles during my 13 Moon Bio Mystical Womb Healing Apprenticeship and written an article about how that relates to womb healing and creative power from within:

https://bit.ly/30mWzc3

Even though the apprenticeship is almost over, I look forward to do more of those co-creative circles of telling stories and opening up space to rewrite them while also creating something new and sacred with our hands. Until the next circle, please check my offerings here:

https://erikaamaizing.me/servicesandpricing

The idea of a Story-Crafts Cafe/ Circle is emerging. Anyone here interested in that?

The medicine of the Siberian cedar nut oil

Since I read the Anastasia books by Wladimir Megre about the Siberian Spirit Woman Anastasia who lives in the Siberian Taiga Woods, I learned that the Siberian Cedar Tree is one the oldest trees on earth which can store the most light from above in its DNA. See the image of Anastasia planting a cedar tree and absorbing the light here:

That's why Siberian people use cedar nut oil as medicine and drink a few spoons of it every day. Furthermore, the nuts are delicious and cedar nut aroma oil is soothing and smells most wonderful. When I visited the sacred Mountain Belukha in 2018 and also when traveling with the Transsibirian Railway and living for a week in an Anastasia village, I was fortunate to get to know the medicine potential of cedar nut oil. Here in Germany, I buy the cedar nut oil from a local shop which grows the trees themselves. I use the aroma oil in my rituals by applying it on my forehead (Third Eye), Womb and my temples to anoint myself and connect with this potent light and medicine that this precious tree contains.

t is also common to make tea from the cedar tree pine needles. When drinking the cedar nut tree oil, it helps to have healthy digestion, good skin and can also be used for hair against split ends. Of course, we can also use it in salads. I cannot recommend its wide usage and benefits enough.

Even though I won't participate in this upcoming Herbal Womb Wellness Live Online Speaker Series, I am looking forward to speak about this medicine in the next series or during one of the Herb Wellness Live Calls as part of the 13 Moon Bio Mystical Womb Healing Apprenticeship.

I would like to recommend the following local shop for orders: https://www.zedernshop.com/ Siberian Shaman Ahamkara with whom I visited the sacred mountain Belukha and who lives in an Anastasia kin domain tells the following about the healing powers of cedar nut oil here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXLZsBeiIJA

****Wyrding Way Wisdom Deep Dives****

-My website: https://erikaamaizing.me

- My book: https://erikaamaizing.me/my-book-thewyrdingway

- Different Wyrding Way Courses: https://wyrding-way.teachable.com/courses

- Free resources: https://erikaamaizing.me/resources

-Youtubechannel: https://bit.ly/37UvHDq

"Brave to be Wyrd and unfold your own myth and start to weave with me and the divine will provide the thread -that is the Wyrding Way" 😃❤️

Crow / Raven Ritual traveling between death and living waters

During our Womb Art Circle as part of the 13 Moon Bio Mystical Womb centered Healing Apprenticeship, while we were dancing and chanting one of my main totem animals, the raven, appeared. The raven is my main Beregini / Goddess Energy weaving through me, thus I have embroidered her in the middle of my Shamanic destiny dress.

I connect with the Beregini of the “Wise One, the Raven” daily through Shamanic movements that are called “Shaping Wings” which I learned from two Russian women here: https://7womanwings.de/. Furthermore, the raven is my ally in my Shamanic painting of the “Legend & Ally”:

While we were warming up for the Womb Art Circle, I received the message from the raven to pass on her wisdom of traveling between the death and living waters to others. Just a few days ago I did such a ritual that I learned from the Siberian Shaman Ahamkara with who I traveled to the sacred mountain Belukha in 2018. You can see a vlog summary about my journey here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O27BG0eHaNo&feature=emb_logo.

In this Crow / Raven Ritual we have connected through Shamanic Drumming with the raven that then traveled through our dream body to the death waters. To me, my death sea appeared as the first of seven Karakol Seas that we visited with Siberian Shaman Ahamkara in 2018. The death sea was filled with death chemotherapy waters that my mother died from when she suffered from Lymphcancer and died from in 2006. All forms of cancer and diseases are stored in those death waters. After I dived deeply into the death waters through my dream body of the raven, we then left the heaviness and started to fly to the living waters. To me, that is the deepest sea of the world, the Baikalsea which I visited in 2017 and 2018.

I experienced bathing in the Baikalsea with my whole body as a rebirth and felt never more alive and full of life force energy. What a wonderful feeling to feel those waters full of vitality all over me and through me. It literally feels like this deepest sea contains all the death waters, embraces it and transcends in into life again. This Crow / Raven Ritual was very profound and alive within me, hence it was no surprise that I painted the picture of the raven between death and living waters during the Womb Art Circle.

What is emerging now is the wish to pass on this Crow / Raven Ritual to others. The whole world is seemingly going through an initiation or a rebirth on so many different levels right now. My “Wise Raven” is showing us the way of how we can face the death waters and rise to the living fuller selves through transcendence. Please check my website or my Facebookgroup for details when I plan to offer this ritual.

This ritual is similarly a Wyrding Way Journey between worlds like the title of my book: Wyrding means weaving in Norse language and Wyrd is the void of nothingness (or the rune Wyrd of nothingness) like the Womb of all existence. It is through our intentional traveling and dancing with different worlds how we can decide whether the womb is life giving or a tomb. It is an invitation to learn how to face the unknown, the Wyrd Space, the in between and use this space for new life instead of death. Thus, I invite people to be brave to be wyrd, to learn how to center themselves in the unknown Wyrd space and use it like the raven for new life, weaving destiny purposefully, that is the Wyrding Way.

******Wyrding Way Deep Dives****

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Ancestral Healing through reweaving of patterns of hard work and lack of money into abundant flow

Vision board about my journey into wealth, health and abundance

During an ancestral healing ceremony as part of the 13 Moon Bio Mystical Womb Healing Apprenticeship , my deceased mother appeared and also my grandmother and my whole feminine ancestral lineage.I felt a very heavy burden and like my wings of the dragon were cut off. I also experienced severe inflammation on my toes thumbs on both feet with very painful mucus coming out, exactly during the ancestral healing phase. Interestingly it was also most painful on my left foot and toe, the feminine side, so that I literally wasn't able to walk and my feminine life force energy was stuck and poisoned like the sign of the mucus.

No wonder, I experience recurring money issues where I simply cannot get my bizness to take off or where I rely on state benefits to get by. I furthermore remembered that growing up in communist Kasakhshtan the first nine years of my life, people who had money were non-existent or considered evil. All connections and belief systems around money that I was passed on were negative. Additionally, the Communist Ideology taught that women had to go straight to work after birth, which meant that I hardly saw my mother growing up in Kasakhshtan and it was my auntie and also my tennis trainer who took up the mother role for me. Being a professional tennis player from a very young age and put in a boarding tennis school at the age of five, I also just experienced severely disciplined and "hard" everyday life of training and doing everyday chores and tasks in a perfect and highly disciplined manner. Being a playful relaxed child was non-existent in my life.

Thus, I developed the imprint that a girl has to work very hard to be somebody, as well as doing it on my own without the support of my parents by my side. Furthermore, I am still experiencing the negative pattern of lack mentality surrounding money, finding it difficult to ask for it for my services or how to accumulate it without having to rely on my father or the state to support me.

Following the ancestral healing phase during the Bio Mystical Womb centered Healing Apprenticeship, I did a vision board, where I cut out images of me bathing with my full body in the Baikalsea and also stepping my feet in the waters coming from the Alataumountains in Almaty, Kasakhshtan where I come from. I experienced a great sense of healing by feeling into the abundance that the deepest sea of the world, Baikalsea, brings as well as simply stepping into money flow by connecting with my ancestral streams and waters.

I feel like my mother and grandmother are rejoicing me on my healing journey and give me the message that I am the first in our family line who has got the opportunity to choose freely what work I like to do, how much money I ask for it and doing it with ease and grace. Interestingly, my left toe thumb was also like magically healed and the mucus just transformed from being inflammed at the root into abundant flow of energy. I haven't received a magical stream of income of money flow yet, but I trust and feel connected to the flow of money from my ancestral waters and see what is emerging.

Since I am practicing sacred embroidery by means of consciously inviting intentions and symbols and manifest them into the physical realm stitch by stitch, I have started to do #goldworkembroidery with a set from the Royal School of Embroidery in London. The golden thread stands for abundance for me and while I am embroidering I am simultaneously working on a ‘Weaving wealth Women’ Program with a friend from London. Watch out for the details and an invitation to come and weave wealth together with us.

Co-creative destiny weaving through sacred embroidery

Ever since I picked up my unique destiny thread through sacred embroidery after visiting a workshop with a Russian embroidery master at the German Island of Rügen in May 2017, I have started to learn to embroider my destiny towel "Rushnyk" and my healing journey into belonging and wholeness through embroidery began. I like to call that "The Wyrding Way" like the title of my book that I published on the magical day of my birthday on 4.4.4 (2020 added together). This book is my account of going from Weird to Wyrding: from uprootedness and alienation to conscious weaving of destiny.

Wyrd is also the rune of nothingness, like the Womb of All Creation where everything gets born out of. I love to connect and center myself in Wyrd before I embroider, and then every stitch is aligned with my Soul path and every thought and sign or pattern that emerges is divine communication and co-creation with Soul and Source-the Wyrding Way unfolding. Wyrding meaning weaving in Norse language.

When we began the creative fertility phase during the 13 Moon Bio Mystical Womb Healing Apprenticeship , I felt like offering an embroidery online circle in order to speak about the sacred embroidery and manifestation process and to co-create together with others. As women we always came together to do something with our hands, or dance, sing, holding space for each other until those connective threads have been more and more cut off through the patriarchy. I feel it is now time for remembrance and reconnection through healing circles and re-weaving of new patterns, hence I am so happy to participate in the 13 Moon Bio Mytsical Womb Healing Apprenticeship. Furthermore, passing on the wisdom of sacred embroidery and sacred symbols that I have learned from indigenous women in Siberia, Kasakhstan and Mongolia through my book, workshops or online course.

It was no surprise that my desire emerged to pass on the sacred embroidery arts to other Womb sisters during the creative fertility and co-creative partnership phase, and that is why three circles so far have taken place during those times together.

During the first workshop we did a Meditation to invite our unique Goddess and ask and receive our symbols and messages from her. For me the Wealthy Mathroshka Goddes emerged with Wealth and Rune Fehu symbol all around (see image). She owns her wisdom from within and carries the message of abundance from within and without. I put her in my bra or on my altar and speak those affirmation words every day. That way I am developing a co-creative relationship with her and let the divine weave wealth through me.

During the second circle the symbol and energy of the Matroshka of Love has emerged, just after I listened to the Co-creative Partnership Ceremony and received a feeling that I am ready to invite a co-creative, no longer a co-dependent partner, in my life. Also my Sun Rune EHWAZ (Soul Purpose) which looks like an "M" appeared. The more often I ask the questions of what would the Wealthy Goddess or the Goddess of Love do, or what could be my next step in life, and listen and see the signs emerge in all different ways around me, the more I feel like am a conscious weaver of my own destiny.

During the third co-creative stitching circle the Matroshka of Co-Creation appeared with the symbol inspired by the emblem of the Kasakh Flag and the two hearts integrating masculine and feminine energies and the runes LAGUZ (watery flow of life) and KENAZ (life force energy and fire) flowing around and supporting the co-creative energies.

So that is how sacred embroidery in alignment with sacred symbols and divine energies weaving through us, can become such a potent and playful practice of co-creative partnerships with Soul, Source and other people that we like to consciously work with or invite into our lives.

*****Wyrding Way Wisdom Deep Dives****

- My book: https://erikaamaizing.me/my-book-thewyrdingway

- E-book “Roots and Wings within yourself: Practical tips & rituals for reconnection within”: https://bit.ly/2Dpva1a

- 33 Roots and Wings Wisdom Seeds E-Book: https://bit.ly/3fImaCe

- Magical 27 Beregini /Goddess Symbols Guide: https://bit.ly/3dH0LaU

- 6 Weeks Online Wyrding Way Soul Journey: https://bit.ly/3146ghs

- Work with me: https://erikaamaizing.me/workwithme

How to deal with the unknown- the Wyrding Way

At the moment, the whole world is in the grip of the corona virus and it becomes apparent how helpless, overwhelmed with different conflicting information, resources and lack of knowledge of how to deal with such a global pandemic throws the whole world into the unknown.

I have to think about the scene “The next right thing” from the movie “Frozen II” when feeling into the unknown. In the movie, Anna is in a dark cave in this scene, totally desperate, sad and alone, wanting to give up. But then she starts to feel the inner impulse to just focus on the next right step, following her inner guidance, her inner star. Not knowing the whole destination but taking one right step after another. Here is the beautiful and wise text from this song:

I've seen dark before

But not like this

This is cold

This is empty

This is numb

The life I knew is over

The lights are out

Hello, darkness

I'm ready to succumb

I follow you around

I always have

But you've gone to a place I cannot find

This grief has a gravity

It pulls me down

But a tiny voice whispers in my mind

You are lost, hope is gone

But you must go on

And do the next right thing

Can there be a day beyond this night?

I don't know anymore what is true

I can't find my direction, I'm all alone

The only star that guided me was you

How to rise from the floor

When it's not you I'm rising for?

Just do the next right thing

Take a step, step again

It is all that I can to do

The next right thing

I won't look too far ahead

It's too much for me to take

But break it down to this next breath

This next step

This next choice is one that I can make

So I'll walk through this night

Stumbling blindly toward the light

And do the next right thing

And with the dawn, what comes then?

When it's clear that everything will never be the same again

Then I'll make the choice

To hear that voice

And do the next right thing

Similarly, my forthcoming book “The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny” describes how we can center ourselves within the dark web of life, the void, the cave, the Womb of Creation, called WYRD in Norse language or the Ginnungagap, the dark primordial Womb of all existence. We can place and surrender ourselves into the WYRD Space and set our intentions there, so that new possibilities can be birthed from this unknown place. The difference is of whether we are afraid of the unknown or consciously center ourselves and surrender to it.

WYRD is also the rune of nothingness while also meaning “weaving the ever unfolding present” as translated from Norse language by the Shaman Thunderwizard, see here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-XjvSRaw0w

My book describes how I started to embroider Slavic and Kasakh style sacred textiles, like a destiny towel called “Rushnyk” or my destiny dress with 7 Beregini / Goddess energies expressing and weaving through me. At the same time I continued to learn more and more about sacred symbols and runes and their particular meanings and divine energies. While I started to dive deeper into the arts of sacred embroidery through the knowledge of certain symbols, the three Norns of the past (Urd), present (Verdanti) and future (Skuld) started to appear and weave through me. It is like I became a channel for the wisdom of weaving all threads and timelines of all physical matter. The three Norns sit by the roots of the Wold Tree “Yggdrasil” next to the well of endless wisdom, the Urdbrunnen. They water Yggdrasil everyday and also carve the runes from the sacred tree and weave the threads from the past, present and future. The well Urdbrunnen is like the source of endless possibilities, the Wyrd, as well. When we source our wisdom from there, we become powerful and wise about the mysterious art of weaving our destiny out of the unknown receiving endless blessings like a stream of free flowing water.

All we need to do is centering ourselves at the root of the unknown and set our intentions and take the next step from there. Then we are aligned and can birth the new, step by step, doing the right step. Just like in this scene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6g1yQV0dIY.

We get all born in the dark Womb like a seed also gets planted in the dark soil. We all go through this natural cycle of being grounded and planted as a seed / setting down roots / leaving the soil of comfort zone / facing and overcoming adversity / blooming / spreading the seeds. Those are also the chapters of my forthcoming book and my daily posts in my co-creative destiny weaving community on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/2336341340020759/.

I have established 7 steps as part of this natural cycle of co-creative destiny weaving with Soul and Source in my book which I call the Wyrding Way:

1) Root yourself at the bottom of the tree and rest in the present moment

(see Huul Breath Meditation and Wyrding Emptiness Meditation for

intention setting)

2) Tap into the field of all potentiality which is the Web of Wyrd or

Womb of all Creation

3) Set your intentions from the space of emptiness, or connect with your

ancestors, heal old karmic patterns, travel in time, heal wounds, connect

with your Soul etc.

4) The World Tree Yggdrasil represents the nine dimensions of all

existence. When we connect with the Web of Wyrd, we are in the

Womb, the center of the World Tree (Ginnuangagap) where we can

create all reality

5) When our intentions are aligned with Wyrd, the center of the World

Tree (which is also the medicine wheel), then we can change time and

space

6) Asking questions to the universe aligned with our Soul’s Purpose (see

Soul based Coaching / Visioning / Synchrodestiny)

7) When limiting beliefs or fears arise, they need to be worked on,

otherwise the answers from above cannot flow (for example Ho’oopono,

Ancestral Healing Meditation, 3-2-1 Shadow Process, Kiss- Feel- Flow

etc.)

If you like to find out more about how to consciously weave your own destiny just like the three Norns and consciously shape your direction in life by taking the right next step, then you can find out more in my forthcoming book to be released on my birthday of 4.4.4. (2020):

https://erikaamaizing.me/my-forthcoming-book

We don’t need to know the whole “how” of the unknown times of corona virus, our wishes or desires in lives, but we can pick up our destiny threads and take our destiny into our own hands instead of being pulled by others or outside circumstances in all different directions. Just focusing and surrendering to the next right step- the Wyrding way- again and again. This is the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny revealed. Cause we all came here for a purpose. To evolve humanity. One destiny thread at a time.

(Video) Links and references from my book "The Wyrding Way: the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny"

Crowdfundingvideo about my reconnection with roots and wings and picking up of my unique destiny thread. Beginning for my research about sacred embroidery and symbolism

About the Schetinin School in Russia which is also mentioned in the Anastasia book by Wladimir Megre:

Another great documentary about the Schetinin School and Anastasia books inspired kin domains:

Interview with Vladimir Megre 2018: where is Anastasia and their children:

About sacred embroidered ritual towels called “Rushyks”: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rushnyk

There is a large ethnic tribe living outside of Kazakhstan near the Altaimountains in a village called “Bayan Olgii” where the traditional Kasakh style embroidery is being produced and then delivered to Ulaanbaatar. Some information and pictures about Kasakh-style embroidery in Bayan Olgii can be seen in the following video.

I travelled to the sacred Montain of Siberia, Belukha, with the Siberian Shaman called Ahamkara (Higher Self) while at the same time stitching at a Siberian Ananstasia kin domain and holding the ancestral thread of remembrance. I have made a vlog-summary about this trip:

Ever since my return from my nearly two months long trip on the Transsiberian Railway, all of a sudden the Norn Verdanti (standing for the present) started to appear to me in a dream-like state. She transmitted to me the art of destiny weaving by getting down to the roots of the World Tree “Yggdrasil“, picking up of unique life threads and starting to consciously weave the destiny of all living things. She has become my muse, weaving through me. I put on my destiny dress and called out to her for inspiration before writing this book, speaking the following words:

Link 21: In an Anastasia village in 2018, I learned how to to weave my belt with the tablet weaving method. Here is a video instruction for this technique, if you would like to try it out for yourself:

22: Ukrainian story of embroidery:

The Shaman Thunderwizard and his Youtubechannel “ThunderWizarddotcom“ provides quite a few videos about the three Norns and the Wyrding Way in particular:

Huul Breath Meditation:

Inner Tree Meditation by Treesisters

What is my mission and why I write the book "The Wyrding Way -the mysterious art of weaving your own destiny"

Where do I come from and where I am weaving towards…the Wyrding Way

I come from... (poem by Erika Maizi)

I come from the mountains in Almaty,

from a country in the Asian Far East called Kasakhstan.

A strong root remains there.

I come from my mother Natasha,

herself carrying Ukrainian roots.

I will be forever grateful for her creativity,

that I am now carrying forth.

I come from nature and the trees,

connected to the Worldtree „Yggdrasil“,

weaving destiny, just like the three Norns

by the root of the Worldtree.

I come from a father with German roots.

Having settled in Germany, but travelling to Kasakhstan

and all around the world by heart.

I come from the stars,

and travel there as often as I can

esp. by night, others call that lucid dreaming.

I come from all my ancestors coming before me and after me.

I feel connected with the past, present and future.

I weave all timelines, which come together and through me

into the evolutionary tapestry called life.

I come from WYRD, and I return to WYRD from the very present moment.

The only location that I can be sure of: of coming and becoming.

Each and every moment.

NOW. The only thing that exists.

Blagadaru. With Gods blessings.

So many years ago a girl called Erika was born and raised in Kasakhstan…click on this video to watch her disconnection and picking up of unique destiny thread here:

I heard the Call of my Soul and picked up my unique destiny thread almost 3 years ago after I read the book "Entering the Circle" by Olga Karidithi.

In that book an elder Siberian Shaman, Umaj, heals a woman and ever since I hear this voice louder and clearer in my life. It called me to return and connect with my roots in Siberia, Kasakshtan and Mongolia (see video above), learning to embroider a destiny towel with Siberian and Mongolian elders and the three Norns (Urd, Verdanti and Skuld) started to weave through me. I picked up the thread of my lineage and am consciously weaving this ancestral thread into the new evolutionary tapestry of life.

I wrote the book 'The mysterious art of weaving destiny' in order to remember and reconnect with my own unique life and ancestral thread, receive the wisdom from my ancestors by getting to the root of my Soul and the root of the lifetree Yggdrasil. Just like the three Norns Urd, Verdanti and Skuld, who sit by the root of the life's tree and weave the destiny of all living beings. My book and my sacred embroidery together with Soul based Coaching will show you the mysterious art of how YOU can pick up your own unique life's thread and start to consciously weave your Soul thread in the wide tapestry called life. Which I call “The Wyrding Way”.

Wyrd comes from Norse Language and means “weaving“ and there is also a rune of WYRD which is basically nothing. By centering ourselves in the web of WYRD, the Womb of all existence, the void of nothingness and at the same time all possibilities, I will show you how we can all become conscious destiny weavers of our reality. I call that the Wyrding Way like the title of my forthcoming book which I am aiming to publish as my birthday present on 4. 4. 2020.

So my mission and Vision are : Consciously and co-creatively weaving a new humanity tapestry or blanket. Because you and me came here for a purpose. To evolve humanity. Each destiny thread at a time.

My sacred embroidery practice has been paramount to me in connecting with the void, the web of Wyrd, and also the three Norns of fate in Norse mythology, Urd (past), Verdanti (present) and Skuld (future).

With my forthcoming book my main objective is to help you center yourself in this space of nothingness and place your intentions there for them to manifest in reality and become the co-creator of your own destiny, My embroidery practice takes place from WYRD and becomes sacred through the connection with the ever unfolding present- the Wyrding Way. Like in my vision board for the book (see main image of this blog article), you place yourself as the white dot in the centre of the Web of Wyrd, or like the centre in the worldtree “Yggdrasil” and start planting your intentions from this Wyrding place.

My mission and destiny thread unfolding is thus in other words:

For remembrance, reconnection, receiving and passing on of feminine ancestral wisdom. This book will show you the mysterious art of weaving your own thread of destiny. It will weave you into wholeness (again). If you ever felt like being pulled in all different directions by others and their expectations, instead of holding and consciously weaving your own destiny from within your center, your essence, then this book will bring you inside this center of your own BEING. We all have a sacred destiny thread, our unique Soul Purpose we came here to fulfill and to fully self-actualise. But we often get distracted, forget or simply loose touch with this sacred thread inside. Like those words by Michael Meade read: "....to pick up the invisible thread of our own story and follow where it leads". This book will support you in picking up of your own unique “invisible thread“, so that you can come back to wholeness of your own essence that you already are. From this wholeness you can become and co-create your own destiny from the inside out in the most conscious way- the Wyrding Way.

Entering the global circle of co-creative destiny weavers of new humanity

Meeting with Siberian Shaman from Tuva

Interconnected roots and weaving with Siberian feminine Shamanic lineage. I heard the Call of my Soul almost 3 years ago after I read the book "Entering the Circle" by Olga Kharitidi. In that book an elder Siberian Shaman, Umaj, heals a woman and ever since I hear this voice louder and clearer in my life. It called me to return and connect with my roots in Siberia, Kasakhstan and Mongolia, learning to embroider a destiny towel with Siberian and Mongolian elders and the three Norns (Urd, Verdanti and Skuld) started to weave through me. I picked up the thread of my lineage and am consciously weaving this ancestral thread into the new evolutionary tapestry of life. Just like an elder Shaman in Mongolia told me:

When I learned to embroider Kasakh style embroidery in Mongolia with an indigenous elder, I felt such a deep reconnective moment when looking into her eyes: it was like the grandmother of all origins from this cultural background called Umaj, was speaking to me and was saying: „So good you returned back home and that you started to hold the ancestral thread. Now continue to recover all the lost stories and threads from our cultural heritage.“

Also the raven, as my main Goddess energy of the "Wise One" expressing through me in my Shamanic dress, weaves the old ancestral knowledge through me. This feminine elder ancestral energy of UMAJ is abound in my life. This Facebook Group and my forthcoming book "The Wyrding Way" is all about this destiny thread and following of my unique Soul thread unfolding. You can read about this in my vlog:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O27BG0eHaNo&feature=emb_logo

WITH MY CO-CREATIVE DESTINY WEAVING FACEBOOK CIRCLE IT IS SIMILARLY LIKE A CALL TO ENTER A CIRCLE FOR CO-CREATIVE WEAVING OF A NEW HUMANITY! WE ARE THE ONES WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!

Want to join my "co-creative destiny weaving' circle here: https://facebook.com/groups/2336341340020759/